i in relationship liao but its seen like nth at all i cannot stop crying i dunno

miie and my bf just started our relationship yesterday i dunno and we really chat untill really happy but u know wat he was like dun wish to disclose to ppl our relationship thing cos he say his friend all i know in hand liao.
he have a swear with a guy call ben (whixh is my kor kor) that he will not have gf cos relationship is bull shit , after that my kor say if 1 day u have u must kill urself . i was thinking wat the fuck .... i just wan cry out but i control it . i dun wan let him see i cry . my heart was liike pain i dunno why will pain non stop . god pls help miie i dunno wat to do now, do wat also wrong.
i think of break and let it go but my tesr drop down i really dunno wat to do. now waiting for him to come back to my place haiz

OMG sad sad sad is a boring week sia
i started maple game i know u all will think i kids but i am NOT okok is i boring nth to do at my lao gong house ma . u guys must be enjoy outside play right hex hex u all dun think i dunno wah haha i superwoman ma. miie haiz stay home play GAME GAME GAME (enjoy sia).

GARY birthday coming lei
remenber to buy PRESENT FOR (HEFEMALE)
WAIT HE KPKB THAN U ALL KNOW HAHA
SEE YA I WAN SLEEP LIAO



Makiyo
19-05-2009

thing start to change i dunno my heart toward him have change all . i cry alone at home did he know ? he dunno at all , i am not selfish i just wan more accompany can liao nth much. all feeling is fate. i dunno hw to say. sometime if i tell him he will angry but miie sad . i really dunno wat to do. i wan to break but really dunno how help

wah on 25th the morning around 10am i when down to chong pang to buy a new phone which is f480 which cost about 380 ddllar wah is so ex lo haiz but wat can i say because i like it . so i buy it which is a pink hp wah so nice and sweet. after that aroung 11am i was walking to thee bustop which opp chong pang air base camp trying to take a cab but i cannot find any . after that i trying to book a cab and u know after i call the cab , the cab stop infornt of less the 3 second wah so fast sia . i am so lucky which can take so fast de cab. after the i alight the cab can go to orchard to buy my gucci bag . haha after i reach i was really scare that the shop is close so i faster walk to the gucci shop . i was so happy that the gucci sshop was open than i went in hmmm . after i go in no ppl serve miie at all i dunno know y no one serve miie at all. i was thinking weather i dress no rich or not nice but no i think i was the customer which come in to spend money than i try to the worker to help miie find guys wallet after that he take to thee place to see guys wallet after he left miie alone than i think they really look down on ppl ba!! after i choose wallet for my lao gong which cost 510 and a bag for myself which cost 1250 and a key p.u 210 , after that i told them i wan pay by nets andd they toke of my card and let miie wait for 15 min for the apay ment thing .

makiyo loves justin

THIS IS THE CHEE BYE GIRL SAYit has been a long journey through my life. you also can say it is the thoughest journey i have met in my live now. i really ant to thank all friends whom have gave me ideas and comments and those who show much concerns and cares to me. i sincerely thank you all very much. when this situation happens, i cant accept the fact. i really cant. and i thought that i am always the wrong cause people say so. but i now realise that no, the fact is what people make it so. and if, i didnt create these facts, people cant say that that is the fact i am facing. cause i am not.
may be now, saying all those fact, cant turn back anything? but at least i have learnt that peoples facts cant change my own facts. cause only my facts leads my life to a better future. not saying that peoples facts are always the wrong, but i choose to believe in myself more than others?! may be i am being silly last time, but i am going to learn to e more matured now. cause i dont want to be the past wenchin, i want to be a matured one. in order not to be cheated again and in order to protect myself. actually, the main point is i dont want my parents to look down on me and my friends who always with me. this few days, stay at home. nothing to do. and now becoming more lazy... haiix.
going back malaysia soon. again. though i have not finish settling everything, but i hope nothing will happen. and i hope i will enjoy this trip. not going to celebrate chirsmas in singapore, malaysia may be bah. but, i think i can hander that. emm, to be happy i mean.:] and i will miss you all peoples.
hope that when i came back from malaysia, i can adapt the new environment in my new secondary school. hopr that i will make friends as soon as i step into the school please i hope. cause, i dont want to be alone, though i am used to it.... hope that everything will be start afresh when i came back from malaysia. jia you wenchin.:]
生不如死的我,现在不珍惜我的生命了.

MAKIYO
pls look at urself u really dun know wat u doing .. u really a cheater to us pls la return us the money . wait u go out have problem is ur problem i tell u 1st wah haha

makiyo loves justin

haiz long time nv come blog liao haha
hmmm my 2nd mei come back from malaysian liao . i meet her out on monday with gary , lin lin , and jie ying ,
in the 1st place i wan break sister friend with 2nd mei but in the end i nv cos everyone will do wrong thing that why i give her the 2nd chance i hope she really will think wat she is doing now a day . and dun keep any thing from us cos we 4 are sister not normal friend . wen ching jie jie really wish u will change one day i will wait for u to change and help u also go to the rest of the 2 sister jie jie always will at ur side de. if i die than cannot la . hope u all anything to hide from miie.


haiz today miie and justine haiz dunno wat to say . my feeling to him like really change dunno y. maybe he working but nv call miie . haiz everynight we talk more than 30min but now day we talk less than 5 min haiz really change alot
dunno wat to do liao . than i tell him by sms say that our call going lesser and lesser lei .but he say i anyhow think where have all this , he dun feel that but i feel that , sometime he till go out with friend and boss. that day tuesday i wait for him untill 4.30am nv sleep haiz but he just call say u go sleep la bb . wat is this i really dunno . i very fan GOD HELP MIIE.

Makiyo Loves Justin

i dunno now days guys like to cheat girl i also dunno y ??? we girl treat u guys so good but wat we have is sad hurts and pain ... all guys suck la ...

yesterday night miie and my didi(gary)... haha i wait for 45min for him to come wah ~~~~ super long sia . i also dunno wat he is doing .. like girl ..
after he come i acold him i was super angry haha .. after the scold we take cad to chinatown to meet his friend at ppl park at (OG) .hmmmafetr that we go pub hahah we drink untill gary drunk wat a day

makiyo loves justin